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Just when you thought it was quiet.....



$faa|1-  Mammoth is back!!!!!



                          by Mammoth/Syndicate

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Yes,  I am back and I have to say a huge "SORRY!!" to all those who were
worried  about  me and had contacted me without a reply.  This is due to
the following reasons....

1 - Me moving

2 - Me losing a good friend and nearly having a breakdown  (serious!)

Yep,  its sure been traumatic ere in Croydon, the above have happened in
three  months  flat,  nearly  cost  me  my job but thanks to a WONDERFUL
person  at work (thanks Petula, luv ya!) I managed to fight a depression
that threatened to swallow me up.

First,  my  new addy is Flat 7, Lower Addiscombe Road Croydon Surrey for
correspondence.

Next, I struck up a friendship with the Operations Manageress last year,
we  became  very close friends and I loved her madly but in late January
she  left  the  Company  suddenly  leaving me on my own (she lives forty
miles away) and I could`nt take not seeing her any more.  She had got me
through  a rough patch in October and she was the reason I stayed in the
job,  I  cried  solidly for two weeks in the evenings, lost two stone in
weight  and  hit the bottle.  Its only thanks to the girl at work coming
round  most  evenings  and  being  there for me that stopped me having a
breakdown,  its  the  fact that I had a hand to hold that got me through
it.

Its  funny  how  you  take  to people, I fell for this girl big time, we
would  go  out  at lunchtime, she trusted me and I trusted her, we would
even  hold hands whilst walking along.  But get this, we never shared an
intimate  relationship and only kissed once to my knowledge.  So why was
I so blown away about her leaving??

Answer - Because at the time I was desporately lonely and she was the
         only mate I had, and to lose her was like losing a sister.


I  still  keep in touch with her in fact I phoned her yesterday, she has
gone  contracting  (so have I, see seporate article) and is enjoying it,
good luck to her thats what I say.


So,  I`m  back  for now and I intend to stay on the Amiga for a while at
least,  given  all  my problems over the past few months its great to be
back.  Expect some quality demos soon.



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